F1 Event

What a boring day in school .
Reach school at around 8.33am (late) for the F1 Training as I will be working at the F1 event .
Baiikk !! HAHAHHA .:)

But just hope that both my parents will let me work there as I heard that the duration of working will be very long.
E.g like from 8am-12am ..
O.o
Are they freaking sure ?? !!
That is the problem.. My parents might not let me work there if it might be that late .
Anak Dare katekan ..
Haisss ...

24th, 25th and 26th September 2010 is the F1 event and I hope I will get to work there .
I already got the job but its all up to my parents now . :(
Mak !! Bapak !! Please let me have some new working experience please ..

Charming Decent Guy #8

Trying to get rid of the feelings that I am having towards you
but it seems that I can't.
I'm too weak to make it through that toughness.
I admire you and I can't stop myself.

I kept listening to the song "You Can" by David Archuleta.
The lyrics really touches my heart as it really means a lot to me.
You all out there should listen to it too ...

I know that we don't even acknowledge each other in school ,
we don't even seems as friend in school .
But you really attract me by just being yourself and that is what I like ..
Haisss .
But I don't think you even care or think like how I think about you . ..




If anyone could make me fall in love.....
You Can .

Napfa Test

Napfa test just now was terrible . I fail but it was worth for me . Huhuhu .^^
Charming Decent Guy was there :)
We bump into each other lots of time but we never acknowledge each other .
At least God knows that this is happening and he let it happen .
Thanks Allah for giving me a chance :)

You Can Lyrics

Take me where I've never been
Help me on my feet again
Show me that good things come
To those who wait

Tell me I'm not on my own
Tell me I won't be alone
Tell me what I'm feeling isn't some mistake
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end

If you asked me, I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Baby, when you look at me
Tell me what do you see?
Are these the eyes of someone
You could love?

'Cause everything that brought me here
Well, not it all seems so clear
Baby, you're the one that I've been dreaming of
If anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end

If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love

Only you can take me sailing in your deepest eyes
Bring me to my knees and make me cry
And no one's ever done this
Everything was just a lie and I know, yes, I know

This is where it all begins
So tell me it will never end
I can't fool myself
It's you and no one else

If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end
If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
If anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Show me that good things come
To those who wait

Life

Just finish my night prayers and I pray to Allah saying that I hope to be a better person in life.

Better in religious, education and moral ; To be a better daughter and sister in my family.

Tomorrow is my 2nd Napfa Test of the year and I will try to do my best and run !!!
Run and Run AND RUNNN !!
I will try... Insyaallah :)
Wish me luck ! Pray for me yah ^^

Life in school today for me is the same as usual days in school .

Nothing different . Sit in class listen to teacher teach *felling sleepy*.

Then hoping to see the person that I admire but ended up NOT .

Come to think of it , I should not be giving much hope on him.

He don't even know that I fancy him .. Maybe we might be just friends.

At least being friend is better .

Oh well . Only Allah knows :)

Listening to : You Can
David Archuleta
( The songs I dedicate to Charming Decent Guy )

Random photos of Us ( Fi & Me )

She is the BEST

- I love her -

4 years of friendship till FOREVER:)

Siti Afiqah

&

Siti An Nurul

Mcfly Photos

Danny Jones , Tom Fletcher , Dougie Poynter , Harry Judd

I need Somebody to Loveee !!

CHARMING DECENT GUY !!!

Thanks to you now i kept saying that,

" You are the Germany and I am the Spain "

Fast Fast fast

my heart beats very fast when he Thank me for wishing him ..

HAHAHHAHAHA .

Happy nye ... <3

haiss .. nurul nurul . Pelik ...

Happy Birthday Day ye !!!
<3>

Charming Decent Guy #7

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
CHARMING DECENT GUY !!!

Hope you enjoy your day .

You will always be in my prayers :)

Im so sorry that I cause the Huge fight

Ya Allah...
Maafkan lah aku..

Im so sorry that because of my stupid idiot mouth, I cause the huge fight at home .
i m so sorry . I didnt mean to make the huge fight .
Now mum is mad at me that because of me cik ani scold her daughter till she vomit out what she eaten and abang got frustrated with cik ani because of scolding her daughter .
Now huge fight had happen and I am to blame.

Nurul mintak maaf . Nurul tk ada niat to buat kecoh kat rumah ni .
Cik ani please dont leave the house .

OMG !! WHAT HAVE I DONE !!

Forever and ever a FAN!

Then and now, I'm still a huge fan of them ^^

MCFLY IS THE BEST FOREVER !!

Charming Decent Guy #6

" Love is like a book, every chapter shows some mystery, happiness and sadness."

I don't know what is your feelings towards me
He might not even know who the hell I am .
I try not to think so much about it and not to give any hope on it .
For me, it seems like he have no interest in relationship or
he just have no interest on me.
But I don't know about it .
What I need to know is that
Atleast lets just be friends.
That is what I'm hoping for .

Webcam Photos with my crazy cousins

<3

Charming Decent Guy #5

He said that" Oh man im nervous now hahah !" and commented himself that "The feeling is like Germany vs Spain ! And im Germany ...... "

And yeah ... You are the Germany and Im the Spain .

Made my move to thank him for accepting my request and we chat for a while .
` Turns out he dont know me .. :(

Charming Decent Guy #4

Ever since I added him at Facebook
he kept looking at me "if I'm not wrong"
but I kept turning away , dont know why
Maybe I'm just too shy since he accepted the request.

I know that is LAME !
but it is the FACT !

Maybe I should stop being like that since I admire him
Maybe I should just give a simple smile .

Right???
YEAH ~~~

You might be putting her under pressure.

might as well you put her at Telok Kurau Primary School if you want her to have tuition.
Don't you think that your daughter might be pressurize if you put at CHIJ and have tuition .
I know that CHIJ is a good school , but i'm just scare that she might get pressure with what she need to cope in just the age of 7.

I really hope what you are putting her into .
Eventhough she wont be living with my family soon ,
I will always love her even if she is annoying .
She is the adik sedare that I really care much of .

Charming Decent Guy #3

I admit that when I saw him just now , my heart beats fast and happy.

Wonder why he kept being alone..

Saw him total 4 times today and yet he is all alone.

but ....

after the 4th time I saw him, my feelings change.

I begin to keep thinking that should I continue to have feelings for him as he dont even know that i had so.

Should just ignore him and forget about him ?

He does seems not to bother about girls or in other words that he dont seems interested in having relationship....

wonder what should I do .......

The Past

Everyone had their bad and good times in the past .

Everyone had someone they crush on in the past .

Some people just keep looking back in the past,

and just want to stay in the past .

But looking and staying in the past does not make our life move on .

As for me, I know i had a wonderful and tearful times in the past .

Sometimes i do ever keep looking back,

Since i ever felt in love in the past.

I know I won't get the guy that previously I admire,

But I realise that in my love life , I'm not moving on.

I'm stuck in the past loving the guy who does not even know I had feelings for him.

I know I should MOVE ON ..

Its time for me to live my live...