Dinner with love 😍

Had dinner with my deareast Shazly before he goes back to camp. 

Kesian friday pun kene book in. Hahahaha. Kesian dehlo. 

Handsome kan dia 😘😘😍😍

Kawan dunia akhirat

Obviously she is none other then my dearest princess, fifi!!

No matter how thin n thick, we will always fight our ways together. 

Syukur kepada Allah swt telah membukakkn pintu hati kami untuk memakai hijab. In shaa allah we will berjuang to be a better muslimah. Amin.

Besides shazly the person who always been there for me, fifi the person whi stood up for me for years and never left me behind while others did. She's the only one who stayed, how can I not treasure her. Dia la sahabat dunia akhirat ku! 

The cutest and adorable person yet irritating at times but still love u so much!! 

3years 7months to be..

He always checked up my hp but i dont think he knows that this is my blog. Ha, at least im save. 

Today is the 15th May 2014 and 2 days to go and it will be 3years 7months of dating. 

He really been there for me eventhough he gave me the shits. Someone i could not repay more. Ahhh shazly2. You really do care about me. Always tell me to be careful whenever im in the toilet, always hold me close whenever the floor is slippery, always tell me not to skip my meals and always be there for me when i ask him to. 

You've see the changes from the first day we met up till now. Thank you my sayang.

Just feel like posting a post since you are in my thoughts now. 

Saranghae!! 💙💗

Overthinking

I dont know why i always OVERTHINK!

I really dont want to but i find it hard for me to control and not to think some stupid shits. My face.. Arghhh.. I dont know but seems like getting worse or no improvement.. Hair loss is another problem and i overthink on shazly sides, honestly, i always try to fit in . I always tried.. But not sure if its worth trying.. 

Trying to fit in?? Good idea? Being myself? Arghh. Heck i dont know.. Sometimes i look at myself as a overthinking stress madness women and its killing me inside. How am i suppose to control it.. 

Mix Feelings?? I see..

Read most of my past post all and aught of having maxing feelings.. Weird but.. Well i dont know what to say eventually. About Shazly, CDG and my beloved 4H.. And look at us now.. As for CDG i know for sure u wont even remember me but had fun reading all those stories i had shared. 4H, really love you guys but now you guys dont understand me, I love you guys and really want and wish to meet but I cant, well thats what i guess.. Shazly, hahahah... Wow.. Ups and downs huh, admiring you from begining and look at us now. Nearly 4years together. 

~Time flies, Friends Go, but loyal and true will stay.

Fifi and Shazly are the two I love most!

New me New life New beginning

Alhamdullilah ,Allah have open up my heart in getting closer to Him. So this is my new image with my dearest lover, first day of wearing tudung and already Allah have given my challenges to face through and today 2nd day more dujaan.. Subhanaallah.. To all to says Im pretty wearing tudung, Alhamdullilah(all praises back to Allah) amin ya rabb.. 😍😘

Laundry Time!!

This was actually my first time entering here to the laundry store and do laundry here. 

Its kinda good for emergency time 😁👍

Making myself comfy here😜😜👏

Memories remains memories

And yes , I admit that I have change but the memories in here stays the way it is and I am still loving each moments I had here. I wont forget the momeries we all shared together!

And yes, I missed the old days and old me but life move on....

All I'm trying to say is, you dont have to go and tell the whole world about your paranormal activity that had occur towards you and now people are starting to talk shit .
Well here is the thing, when you start doing the good stuff after those activies happens, people start to say that " oh now then wanna start praying after being disturb by it. " . When i hear that my heart aches cos who are you people to say that, if he have started praying and thats good for him, at least he is praying to Allah rather then you people talk big and saying that .. It does not matter why he started praying, there is no need a reason or an answers for you people to know why, he is just doing he job as a muslim.
So people just SHUT UP and be thankful that Allah have open up his heart. Alhamdullilah!!