" Take a step higher ? "

Eveytime, when we did not message each other,

I feel uneasy ..

So I will make the effort to message you first at night.

But whenever I did message you ,

I feel regret...

because the conversation turns out to be BORING ..

It is a very complicated feeling that I have as usual.

Maybe I just don't want to lose you, Shazly ..

Maybe you might find that I'm such a boring person to talk to..

I'm sorry..

At least let us be friends if we are not meant to be a couple .

I just don't want to lose him again ..

This might be my chance to work it through things but we are stuck at that point where we haven't decide if we should go ahead .

I'm just waiting for you to ask me if want to talk on the phone or not ?

I would ..

Step by step.. .

But we are doing the same thing over and over again and I know that it is so boring .

I think you feel the same way too ..

Message message message..

Doesn't that annoyed you sometimes, shazly ?

Hiasss...

I don't know what to say , do or think ..

Same thing over and over again I guess ...