Dear Gavin ,
I know that you are away now and i know that I have been acting selfish not only towards you but towards others too these days .
I sincerely apologies for breaking your heart
I know you really wanna meet me up before you go but yet i didn't meet you.
I know that you care and love me .
I myself realise that ever since that I have Shazly in my life ,
I am putting you behind. I put him first for most things.
To think of it now , i do miss you .
I am so sorry .
I hope that i wont be acting these way again
but i dont know how to .
Sometimes i just feel that I am scared..
I have not been talking to you much like we used to .
I dont want to lose a good and best friend like you.
I dont know why i am saying all of this but i just feel like saying it to you .
I want u to that . I still care and love you too .
Somehow i wanna prove it but i dont how to .
I know that you are away now and i know that I have been acting selfish not only towards you but towards others too these days .
I sincerely apologies for breaking your heart
I know you really wanna meet me up before you go but yet i didn't meet you.
I know that you care and love me .
I myself realise that ever since that I have Shazly in my life ,
I am putting you behind. I put him first for most things.
To think of it now , i do miss you .
I am so sorry .
I hope that i wont be acting these way again
but i dont know how to .
Sometimes i just feel that I am scared..
I have not been talking to you much like we used to .
I dont want to lose a good and best friend like you.
I dont know why i am saying all of this but i just feel like saying it to you .
I want u to that . I still care and love you too .
Somehow i wanna prove it but i dont how to .