Got scolding by my brother early in the morning for still being on the phone for a long time .
Maybe I do deserve it .
Hmmppp .
Oh well ..
I could accept being scolded and shouted at .
But what I can't seems to accept that he push my head .
Rude ??
I dont know what to say
Maybe again I deserve that..
But I didnt even raise my voice at him as I kinda respect him.
Haiissss .
The thing that im questioning myself right now is that why dont they scold me when I used to hang on the phone for a long time with Gavin and now when with Shazly, they scold me .
Why ??
Sometimes I just feel that I need a break from all of "this" .
I wish I could be away from my family ,friends and Shazly .
Just need to be on my own and have a break and have a peace of my own mind.
What i seems to see is that ,
things around me just change when " that " happen .