The feeling of Terrified

Im starting to worried so much about THINGS .
Scared of the future...
Some how i regreted of what I had done and that is why i'm scare.

* Made a wrong turn

Trying to find solutions to it but seems hard to find
Only ONE of my friend knew and SOMEHOW i want to talk to an adult about it but again i'm scare..
I wanna talk to him about it but again i'm scare and I dont think that he might be understanding about what I feel ..
People don't know that I have been thinking of it day and night .

* Cry of regrets every single time

Will people even understand how I am feeling ?
I'm just TERRIFIED.