~Reality is pulling me back from the fantasy~

Before when I was just about to post out about you, Mr Fantasy, 

that you showed care & concern & texting all day all night

but nothing seems to change or progress.

Then something happened~

You confessed! 

Confessed your feelings towards me and saying what your heart felt

I couldn't help but to feel the same way 

; and i told you that.

But reality is the only thing thats stopping us.

Most likely that would be my reality

I just have so many things left unsaid

Like im getting married ~

Yesterday, while we were texting at night

you began to ask what movie i watched the day before

and that day before I was sulking with you 

so I did not really talk much like I always did

You asked me with whom I watched

and I did not respond till few hours later

with just a reply of "Back"

You knew with whom I when with though

You said you felt like a third party in my relationship

as I still have that feelings even when Im with reality

I told you to throw those feelings away 

I was naive to told you that

;but i dont want you to be more hurt later on

You chose for us to be good friend instead

but and i chose to just leave

and it breaks your heart more and I'm sorry

After that conversation , now we are just not like how we used to

and i missed that