Seems like things are kinda getting out of hand and I couldn't find an expression for me to express.
I just want to stop assuming and just LOVE my dad the way it WAS, thats all..
but mum seems to be getting more depressed, all of this are driving me nuts.
What am I suppose to do?
Love to confront HER but I scare things will be more worse. I know mum is REALLY having a SHITTY CRAPPY DUMPPY feelings and thoughts going around her heart and minds but all I want is for her is keep calm, stop assuming stuffs and stop cursing..
One thing for sure I NEED is ALLAH guidance to save US, MY FAMILY...
Friday, September 6, 2013
Part of Life
Well ...
Been such a long time since I have not wrote anything here,
Well just felt like coming here and wrote what I felt nowadays.
Life been pretty rough I shall say,
lots and tons of UP and DOWN.
Family matter are really driving me CRAZY and having a partner who cant accept to understand me is INSANE..
Where shall I begin with ?
About my dad? Nahhh, not going to post it out all about him online.
About my partner? Ermmm maybe yes , that where I will begin with.
You see, in work life of course there are mixture of genders working in the same industry with you.
Which is OF COURSE you make friends with the guys too, but are ONLY FRIENDS.
WORK FRIENDS, THATS IT. NOTHING MORE.
He caught up all jealous and furious about finding out my WORK FRIEND text me about WORK!
He got mad about that !! For real? I dont understand why he need to get all furious about it though as it is only about work ..
NOTHING MORE.
Next , about work?
Hmmmmm.. Well well.. I dont have comment about it but they are getting annoying abd you cant TRUST anyone at work..
They will talk behind your back, and I know they did talk about ME behind my back ..
How SICKENING is that !!
Been such a long time since I have not wrote anything here,
Well just felt like coming here and wrote what I felt nowadays.
Life been pretty rough I shall say,
lots and tons of UP and DOWN.
Family matter are really driving me CRAZY and having a partner who cant accept to understand me is INSANE..
Where shall I begin with ?
About my dad? Nahhh, not going to post it out all about him online.
About my partner? Ermmm maybe yes , that where I will begin with.
You see, in work life of course there are mixture of genders working in the same industry with you.
Which is OF COURSE you make friends with the guys too, but are ONLY FRIENDS.
WORK FRIENDS, THATS IT. NOTHING MORE.
He caught up all jealous and furious about finding out my WORK FRIEND text me about WORK!
He got mad about that !! For real? I dont understand why he need to get all furious about it though as it is only about work ..
NOTHING MORE.
Next , about work?
Hmmmmm.. Well well.. I dont have comment about it but they are getting annoying abd you cant TRUST anyone at work..
They will talk behind your back, and I know they did talk about ME behind my back ..
How SICKENING is that !!
Sunday, October 16, 2011
Post for my adik myra !
Adik !! Akak so sorry for not replying your msg sayang .
Akak da tukar pakai line so nk msg mahal sikit .Kadang2 akak bole msg adik .
Adik kalau nk tau akak punye updates da bukan kat Blogger lagi tau
but dekat Tumblr .
Adik buat la tumblr :)
Ni link akak nye tumblr .
http://nurulloveyou.tumblr.com/
Follow akak ok syang !! :)
Monday, May 9, 2011
What a HOT day
Back from school and i feel so damn tired ..
Vomited in school for eating something that taste not that nice and went home with my beloved darling.
I wonder if I should cut my hair ..
When I ask my dear and my family, all said NO .
But I'm getting so bored with this hairstyle ..
hmmmpp . That's ok .
Just wait for my hair to get longer :D
Singapore is getting HOTTER and HOTTER every single day .
Getting darker ... .NNOOOOOO ...
Vomited in school for eating something that taste not that nice and went home with my beloved darling.
I wonder if I should cut my hair ..
When I ask my dear and my family, all said NO .
But I'm getting so bored with this hairstyle ..
hmmmpp . That's ok .
Just wait for my hair to get longer :D
Singapore is getting HOTTER and HOTTER every single day .
Getting darker ... .NNOOOOOO ...
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
By reading most of my recent posts are just funny .
The way I used to say stuff.
The way I say about Shazly and all ..
Like how I used to FANCY him before being in relationship with him .
Things just change , before and after ..
Being in this relationship,
there are Ups and Downs.
We fought alot . I admit that .
But somehow I am just scare of losing you too at the same time .
I might be angry at you at have the HATE feeling inside .
But I won't forget our happy moments .
The way I used to say stuff.
The way I say about Shazly and all ..
Like how I used to FANCY him before being in relationship with him .
It is like looking at how I used to be and feel .
-Things just change don't they .-
I used to say that we are just going to be friends but we ended up being together in relationship
Things just change , before and after ..
Being in this relationship,
there are Ups and Downs.
We fought alot . I admit that .
But somehow I am just scare of losing you too at the same time .
I might be angry at you at have the HATE feeling inside .
But I won't forget our happy moments .
- How you hold me with care as if I'm a pregnant women when I'm not
- Sending me home always after we met
- Not wanting to hit me hard
- We shared laughters together
- You fed me while I don't want to eat
- You gave me medicine while I'm sick and hug me always
- Like how you suddenly carry me up and swing me around and we fell
- I fed you Ice Kacang
- Our first photo taking at Vivo
- The way you look at me
- You say "Baby Nurul" eventhough somehow it irritates me
- The kisses that you gave
- ONCE YOU KISSED ON MY FOREHEAD
and more i guess ...
Thanks Shazly . <3>
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