Anas said that when the Prophet, peace be upon him, 

was faced with a serious difficulty, he would always supplicate

“Ya Hayyu, ya Qayyumu, bi-rahmatika astaghithu 

(O the Living, O the Eternal, I seek help in Your grace)."

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As the clock is ticking,

I dont know if I should be happy or not

the decision of getting married now I realised is not that easy

Yes , I want to get married someday with someone to guide me in the path to Allah Swt, 

but I dont know is the person I chose is the right one

Oh Allah, i seek your help as only you know whats best for me

I'm not being the best servant of yours
but Allah, forgive me and guide me and help me

Thank You Allah~