I love u and im sorry

Woke up in the morning, and the first question i ask was " abg da pergi? " , my sis said yah . So he left without me getting to say goodbye and have a safe journey . He will be in myanmar for quite some time to do some work stuff there and i dun know when will he be coming back . I think i will miss him , but not like i used to . Because of the previous fight that we had, made our bonding fell apart and because of me we started the fight . If only u know how sorry i am .. Well brother , one thing that i surely know that u love me like how i love u. Ya Allah , do take care of him for us , treasure him as much we did .. Thanks

Life

I wish my life was shiny and colourful like that .. WOW ! hw wonderful it is . Each colour do represent something to me.
Like Blue - Calm , relax
Pink & Red - sweet and loving
Yellow - cheerful and bright
Green - Peaceful

I love those colours ! Without them , my life is just black / white ..

Fatal Flaw

They told me be careful
They said be wary of you
They warned persistence is the fatal flaw
I find myself waiting
I find myself hoping that you'll
One day fall into my open arms

But it's ok
You can just call me friend
Even though i mind i'll just take the back seat again
Cuz in the end i'm here
In the just sit and stare
The season change not making way
As i'm jusy waiting,waiting,waiting for you

I've been here a time or two
Like trying to fight the dying breath
Why is every step i take so damn hard?
I've got some battle wounds from this
I've got the sinking feeling in my skin
Getting tired of the night
Just waiting for your light

But it's ok
You can just call me friend
Even though i mind i'll just take the back seat again
Cuz in the end i'm here
In the just sit and stare
The season change not making way
As i'm jusy waiting,waiting,waiting for you

It's not alright
It's not alright
You left me here
You left me here

But it's ok
You can just call me friend
Even though i mind i'll just take the back seat again
Cuz in the end i'm here
In the just sit and stare
The season change not making way
As i'm jusy waiting,waiting,waiting for you
As i'm jusy waiting,waiting,waiting for you
As i'm jusy waiting,waiting,waiting for you

They told me be careful
They said be wary of you
They warned persistence is the fatal flaw .

By South Jordan ~

BACK !

Woo hooo !!
Its been long since i've been busy . haha . Been busy and lazy .. lol . Well finally im gonna blog in something today .. Life after secondary sch is kinda what u are not expected . Its different from the way i use to wake up in the morning to go to sch and now wake up to go to work .. But working for APEC is sure a hard job but the people are really fun and entertaning . Now i miss them since we are not working together anymore . Make some wonderful friends there . Cant wait for my piano lesson with allice and go together with the APEC packers . lol . Cant wait to meet them again ! Things had been going different now . I dunno what will happen later on .. I will just wait and see what is next for me.