Tuesday, March 26, 2019

" dear, stop la playing pubg " 
" Daritadi kau asik main game "

" Ape kau, jgn sebok ar, da tido gi tido, pe hal nak sebok "
" Jgn nak menyusahkan hidup aku "
" Sukehati aku la sey aku nak main game " 
" Kau nak kongkong aku pehal "
" NO! "

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It hurts me too deep when I as a wife asked him to stop but got shouted at instead while his mic is ON with all his cousins..
It hurts me too deep when he shouted no when I as a wife ask him to stop.
It hurts me too deep when he pushed me while I as a wife tried to make him stop.
It hurts me too deep when he ignore me as a wife.

Yes, it was a small issue as I just asked him to stop but things escalate real quick when he cant control his anger.. 

He rejected me, he pushed me, he shouted at me, he let me cry myself to sleep.. 

And from that moment I just want to ignore him and let him live with his game .. 

I just want to ignore him and let him choose game over me like what he did and said that night. 

So am I wrong for ignoring you and still have anger towards you? 
Am I being unreasonable?
I dont think so..

You said tons of hurtful remarks to me on that night.

So be it.. Now you are mad to me that Im being this way to you. So be it .. 

Im your Wife.
Not your Friend
Not your Girlfriend
Not your Cousin
Not your Team Squad.


Saturday, March 2, 2019

Its not that I want to post all the bad things about my husband its just that it hurts to be lied to.

Trust me there are wonderful times.. but damn! Fucking dont lied to me while i know the damn truth...

You totally broke my trust.


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