Happy for her !!

Friday, 22 January 2010 ,11.00 pm ,

The day for her has finally come . Happy for her always . Been on the phone with her while she is struggling , and glad that i can help her . All the best ok . You will always be in my prayers . No worries , i will always be there for you when you need me . Remember that .

WTH !

I wish i could trust him
But i dont really know him that well yet
And its hard for me to trust him
Sometimes i dont even know what to think of him and me ,
What he said might be true but he dont really proof it much
What the hell is he really thinking ?
What is exactly he wants ?
And what the hell SHOULD i be thinking
Wah !! This is all about trust and your own feelings

Innocence Lyrics

Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]
This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

This innocence is brilliant, It Makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliance Please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, Don't you let it pass you by

[Chorus]

~ Avril Lavigne

Not the one Lyrics

You and I forever,
It's hard to forget that,
Your eyes are growing colder,
A fundamental change of pace,
My dear...
My dear...

Time for intervention,
For rights that turn to wrongs,
But I fought with this,
My demand within,
Is it right to stay,
Is it wrong to just walk away,

Chorus
And my heart screams,
Take her back,
Take her back,
Cause you need her like a drug,
But it's over,
You say goodbye and she cry's,
Knowing you have had enough,
She's not the one,
Not the one, not the one, not the one...
Not the one, not the one, not the one...

Here my body rings,
Shivering cold,
From lack of warmth from you,
Your temper's unforgiving,
Like the firey sky,
Just raining coals on me,
Down on me...
Down on me...
Yeah.

(Chorus)

Yeah,
Oh my love,
You had,
So much more,
Than you deserved,

Cause I,
Will find,
A love that's better,
And I,
Will find,
A love that's better,

You and I forever,

(Chorus)

Babe,
You know I tried,
So hard,
Yeah.


~ by South Jordan

...

Have she read it ??
Did she ?
If yes she did , well .. im sorry for what i say and if it hurts ur feelings , its hurts mind too .
Hope u know what or how i felt like .
But i cant blame u .
That ur feeling .
I cant control ur feeling .
But im really sorry of what i have said .
I was just not in the mood so i just said it out of what im felling .

Sorry again if u have read it.

Photos of Day 2 Tattoo Convention

Nice art piece ~

Her name is Bridget , she is friendly :)

And this is her studio art piece . Can see lots of stories behind it . :)

Done by heidi . One of the Nicest art piece i seen .

KIM ! She is pretty and friendly :)

I admire his work . He is a very nice guy :) hahha

Photos of Day 1 Tattoo Convention

AWESOME DAY !! HAHAHHA . Next year cant wait ~
They are coming again .. LOL .
~ Ouh well . -_- ~

What is happening ? What am i thinking ?

What is happening ~
What am i thinking ~
Is it me , u or them ?
Are u falling for the person that i falling for , DAMN!

Am i just losing something that is part of me ?
Or are u stealing something that belongs to me ?
Felt that im just losing my touch
and u are taking it from me .

But is it right for me to think like that of u ?
U are still a sister of this girl that is feeling blue .
Maybe u just need to give her a clue
So that she could know what is she gonna do .

I love this art piece , that says work hard but i could think out of the box .

And here he is !! Bob Tyrrell . He is fun :)

That guy behind me .. LOL . he is the major thing that happen ..

Tattoo Convention Day 1

Wow ~~

Today when to Singapore Expo to watch the Tattoo Convention 2010 .
Last year , 2009 , i went there with my sis and gavin . And this year is the same too!!
Hahahha ...
My fav tattoo artist is Bob Tyrrell .. He is an awesome guy !
Love him ! LOL .
I and my sis never thought that he could remember us as he had gone to lots of tours all around the country .
Soo.. When i came there . The first thing i do was to find him ! His my fav!!
Hahahha .
And when i found him , me and sis stood there and smile at him .
He smile back as if he dont rememeber us . But then !!! ....
He trun back and said ...
Hey ! Wassup ? You girls from the last year ..
hahaha ..
HE REMEMBER ME LA ~~
Baik ! ~~
hahaa . He is so cute and fun ..
But im shy to talk to him . That is the major problem that i have ..HAHAHA
So far it was kinda fun ..
Lets see what tomoro will be ..


*excited*

From me to her

She is a friend to me
A very gracious friend for me to have and would not want to lose
Glad and thankful that i at least have someone like her in my life
How sweet and pretty she is for someone to love for all of their life
A kind hearted young lady that people around her wont forget who is she
and what she are

She is a sister to me
Even though we are far apart
She is a caring and thoughtful sis that she could be
And as a stalker is what she like to be (hehhehe)
A cheerful and happy go lucky sister she is
And i wish that i could always be there where she is

Tonight will be the night that i wont forget of her
This is not what we all expacted
But hang in there
As an angle will come from me to you

Like people say , or whoever would
Let enjoy our day like the last
And live our life life the best
May god always protect our love ones
As you are one of my love ones



This is a poetry that i write whatever i can from my heart to her (sis/bestfriend)
Hope it is nice to be read and u all understand it well ,, LOL !
Even though it is so heart breaking to hear that news from her , i still respect her.
Sis !! Hope u like it
I will always love u .

History ??

Tonight is the night where i think of you,
Looking at the stars as bright as you
Wrote up a poem from me to you
As people ask me why must it be you.


* this poem is a long long time ago . I dont remember when i wrote it but i think it was last year in the early year :)

OMG !

OMG !! Its 1210am noe , so it means that tomoro i will be going to school . To ITE ! OMG ! *PANIC*
Arh ~~
Few more hours im going to school with fifi , fad , ali , hafidz , muhd and faheem .. LOL .
All want to go together .. I bet i will be so confuse tomoro . What to do what to do ?? ARH ~~
*BLANK*
I think im going to be abash tomoro . I think ..

... 2010 ...

2010 huh ! Time flies so fast that i didnt even see it coming . Wow !! I wont know what will happen later on , In the new school . Despite that i might be having a new life all around , i wont forget about the past . 2010 is the year where i wouldn't want to squander my life like i used too , its time for me to focus fullest on my studies and career , so that i could accomplish my goals . 2010 is a year where i also want to be a better human being . So that is my New Year Resolution .