Weyyy ..

Alamak !
ITE is so getting @#$%^&%$#%^& . Cant wait to get OUT from there !! Please ....
I hope i reach my goals and then get lost from there with a grin on my face :D
hahahah . LLA is so getting bored .
Lots of project to do some more . Haiss .
Pening pening pening .

Its DONE ~

Finally !!
thanks to my BELOVED SIS that i have done with my LLA Project
I did put in effort on it . So i hope at least i get a "B"
If not "A" lah .. ^^
One down , around 3 more to go :)
hhahahha . i CAN DO IT !!
GO nuuurrruuull !!

JB Trip

24th April 2010,

Yesterday JB trip was fun !
I could say that i enjoy it .
But the shopping part that i was excited at most turns out to be sooo BORING !!
hahahha .
I only bought a mascara from Watson . ^^
But seriously la , The trip make one tiny dream of mine came true ^^
Thanks Allah for letting me go , and thanks to my family too ...
I did took some photos but i will upload it later i guess .
Guess what is the best moment of trip ???
SLEEPING IN THE BUS !!
^^ hahhahaha .
Seriously , it was the most relaxing time of the trip .

Gtg from now . will continue about the trip later on . My sis wants to use the laptop . :)

25th April 2o10,

Continue Typing....

Cant get to continue the post yesterday because my sis needs to use it of her project .
Ok . So now i am going to continue about it .
I was happy about the trip , glad that i go to the trip rather than staying in school for workshop .
It was the day that i saw "him" most of the time in 1 day ^^
But the day ended with PAISEY !
I was with fifi at the bustop to went back home,
then there was this beautiful shiny dark that i saw from the dark.
In that car was a group of boys which i THOUGHT was my classmate ,
The car driver horned the car and the group of boys wave at around my direction.
I thought my classmate right ,
So i wave back with full of emotion i guess.
But when the car cames nearer, i started to realise that .. THAT IS NOT MY CLASSMATE !!
THAT WAS "HIM" IN THAT CAR AND THEY WERE WAVING AT FIFI .. NOT ME .
Oh my !!
I felt so paisey you know .
hahahaah . But nvm la .. ^^

Quote

" Being in a r/s isn't about roses n presents, it's about laughing at jokes u don't find funny, rmbring stuff u find boring, doing things u normally won't, prayin for their well-being and improving urself to be e best not only for urself but for BOTH of you. Don't be taken in by ideas of romance. "

A quote from one of my College teacher put up on her facebook .
Its kinda true :)
I agree most at the last part ^^

Doesnt mean that I love you , i will be with you .
Desnt mean that i want you , i will get you .
I myself not sure what to think if you really going to ask me that question soon .
But this is the second chance i have been waiting for since im out from that sch .
I shouldnt just let it go right .
But something always keeps pulling me back .
That is why I told you that it is hard for me to be back in relationship .
If you ask me if i like you,
i would answer yes .
But if you ask me to be if with you,
i seriously dont know .

my oh my ...

A day of my life

Didnt expect to see him when going to sch today .
I thought he was on his way to bedok inter but not .
He is taking the same bus as me but at different bustop ^^
Glad that i saw him but i still didnt smile at him.
Wanting to , but ... well you know .
hahahah. .

Day at sch is forever the same i guess ...
BORED as usual .
had CSV Test but i didnt study for it so i didnt do well .
And i have another TWO projects to do !
So now i have AROUND FOUR projects to do !!
OMG !
Its ok .. Well really try to manage time .

Cant wait for tomoro as im going to JB for class trip ^^
wooohooo !!
*excited*
need to prepare the stuff later on .
alright then .
hope that i could update soon after my trip to JB yah .


*JB pun excited . LOLs

Best that i ever had .

As a friend that will long last forever .

Had fun yesterday with her as we went to Botanic Garden to take some photos .
There is a beautiful place to go to .
Wish to go there again soon .

Went out soon yah , Fifi !
You are always there for me when I need your help
I hope I am there for you to :)

Oh ..
thinking' about all our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free

Now nothing' can take you away from me
We been down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me coming' back for more

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying' here in my arms
I'm finding' it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

Oh - once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Bring you up when you're feeling' down

Ya - nothing' could change what you mean to me
Oh there's lots that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way

N' baby you're all that I want
When you're lying' here in my arms
I'm finding' it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

I've been waiting' for so long
For something to arrive
For love to come along

Now our dreams are coming' true
Through the good times and the bad
Ya - I'll be standing' there by you

Heart Treated

A heart been laying there on the floor where no one bother to pick it up for .

Sometimes that is how my heart was treated by others . No one bother about my feelings . They just go on their own ways/thinking .

Dont even know if they are thankful of what I have help with .

I never lied to you . So please i beg you not to towards me .

Just hope that "this" chance that i have been waiting for is true.

But remember that time has change,we are just not the same .

Dont expect everythings will be fine and you dont know what i am feeling/suffering about.

So i beg you not to trick my heart .

Hope you understand me.

I HOPE ! PLEASE !

IF THIS IS THE CHANCE AND MOMENT ,
PLEASE I BEG YOU NOT TO BREAK MY HEART
I KNOW I HAVE BEEN HOPING FOR THIS MOMENT BUT I NEED YOUR HELP TO MAKE IT THROUGH .
I HOPE I DO MAKE THE RIGHT DECISION .
PLEASE !
I HOPE ...
I HOPE THIS MOMENT THAT WILL STAY FOREVER .
please !