Overthinking

I dont know why i always OVERTHINK!

I really dont want to but i find it hard for me to control and not to think some stupid shits. My face.. Arghhh.. I dont know but seems like getting worse or no improvement.. Hair loss is another problem and i overthink on shazly sides, honestly, i always try to fit in . I always tried.. But not sure if its worth trying.. 

Trying to fit in?? Good idea? Being myself? Arghh. Heck i dont know.. Sometimes i look at myself as a overthinking stress madness women and its killing me inside. How am i suppose to control it.. 

Mix Feelings?? I see..

Read most of my past post all and aught of having maxing feelings.. Weird but.. Well i dont know what to say eventually. About Shazly, CDG and my beloved 4H.. And look at us now.. As for CDG i know for sure u wont even remember me but had fun reading all those stories i had shared. 4H, really love you guys but now you guys dont understand me, I love you guys and really want and wish to meet but I cant, well thats what i guess.. Shazly, hahahah... Wow.. Ups and downs huh, admiring you from begining and look at us now. Nearly 4years together. 

~Time flies, Friends Go, but loyal and true will stay.

Fifi and Shazly are the two I love most!