Well..

My guess is that you don't even care..

It hurts to know that you are not the same man that I once fall in love with.

There I am crying my hearts out in front of you and even tempted to hurt myself,

But all you do is ignore me.

Where is that man who once couldnt bare to see tears rolling down my cheecks?

Where is that man who always couldnt bare to see me get hurt?

Where is that man who always will try to make thing right?

You gave up on me,

You stayed only because of your kids.

Your heart doesnt belongs to me anymore..

Whyyyy...

What mistake that I had done that make you change to this?

Why must you always put the blame on me and say me such and such while I have been holding your status high up while you always always alwayssss bring me down and share it to your family.

I do not want to hate your family,

They are nice to me just like my family is to you. But whyyyy, why must you always put arguement of my family.

Why do you hate us so much?

Why must you always let your family know OUR FAMILY problem to them while Im here hiding everything to my family..

Just WHY?!

Why are you placing me so low in your heart now?

I just couldnt take it anymore.

As much as i want to leave but I know that is the wrong move to make.