Somehow I am NOT PROUD with the way he have been acting recently ..

Is that his TRUE COLOURS?

By reading most of my recent posts are just funny .
The way I used to say stuff.
The way I say about Shazly and all ..
Like how I used to FANCY him before being in relationship with him .

It is like looking at how I used to be and feel .

-Things just change don't they .-

I used to say that we are just going to be friends but we ended up being together in relationship
Things just change , before and after ..

Being in this relationship,
there are Ups and Downs.
We fought alot . I admit that .
But somehow I am just scare of losing you too at the same time .
I might be angry at you at have the HATE feeling inside .

But I won't forget our happy moments .

• How you hold me with care as if I'm a pregnant women when I'm not
  
• Sending me home always after we met
• Not wanting to hit me hard
• We shared laughters together
• You fed me while I don't want to eat
• You gave me medicine while I'm sick and hug me always
• Like how you suddenly carry me up and swing me around and we fell
• I fed you Ice Kacang
• Our first photo taking at Vivo
• The way you look at me
• You say "Baby Nurul" eventhough somehow it irritates me
• The kisses that you gave
• ONCE YOU KISSED ON MY FOREHEAD
  

and more i guess ...

Thanks Shazly . <3>

ALL TIME BACK TO BACK WITH
BON JOVI !!

The feeling of Terrified

Im starting to worried so much about THINGS .
Scared of the future...
Some how i regreted of what I had done and that is why i'm scare.

* Made a wrong turn

Trying to find solutions to it but seems hard to find
Only ONE of my friend knew and SOMEHOW i want to talk to an adult about it but again i'm scare..
I wanna talk to him about it but again i'm scare and I dont think that he might be understanding about what I feel ..
People don't know that I have been thinking of it day and night .

* Cry of regrets every single time

Will people even understand how I am feeling ?
I'm just TERRIFIED.

Bon Jovi - Livin' On A Prayer

WOOOOHOOOOO !!
LETS ROCK AND ROLL WITH BON JOVI BABY !!!
hahahahhah .
*insane*

Bon Jovi - You Give Love A Bad Name

YOU GIVE LOVE A BAD NAME !!!